Dorit Kemsley has had several "panic attacks" since she was the victim of a terrifying home invasion less than two weeks ago.
The "Real Housewives of Beverly Hills" star relived that horrific evening while chatting with former "RHOBH" co-star Teddi Mellencamp for "Extra."
"First of all, I was completely taken off guard," she said. "[The burglars] were surprised to see me at home… When they did, they pushed me to the ground. They said, 'Who else is in the home?'"
At the time, Dorit's two children, Jagger, 7, and Phoenix, 5, were sleeping in their Los Angeles home. Dorit's husband, Paul "PK" Kemsley, was in London.
"There was someone else who said, 'Just kill her, just kill her already, just kill her,' and all I could think of [was], 'I have to save those babies.' I begged them, I begged for my life, and begged for their life," Dorit said.
While telling the crooks to take her belongings, the reality TV star, 45, said she remained "very calm," but pleaded with them to not hurt her.
"I said, 'I don't care about any of it, take it all. You can have it all. Please, I'm a mother of babies. Please, they need me. Please don't hurt me,'" she recalled.
Despite the terror of that night, Dorit knows things could have been much worse.
"I fought for mine and my kids' lives, and I got lucky," she said. "My kids didn't wake up and they don't know anything about it."
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Dorit, though, will now live with that experience and that memory.
"How am I ever going to feel safe again? How do I protect my children? … I'm going through all of that," she said of the trauma.
On Nov. 8, the Los Angeles Police Department released surveillance video of the incident, which showed two masked men breaking into her house and leaving with a bag of belongings.